Bitchy Gossips.

2010-05-12T06:08:00.002+08:00

Photos took w precious gem at JP today :)

Yes, life is indeed like a roller coaster.
Oh, my. It's been one thousand and one days since I last posted. I've fully and completely neglected my dear blog here. I guess all my readers are all gone by now, hah. Ok, whatev. My life is sucha a mess now, all this while infact. But it's kind of messy in an amazing way. At the same time it's tragical, too. Couldn't state down every single details here, not even half of it. It's secrrrrrret, and confidential. But well, I've officially withdrawn from school and have started stepping into working life but I gave up halfway cause working is more than just TOUGH. I'm just lazing around nowadays, trying to enjoy life as much as possible. Luckily I've my dear boyfriend with me all this while, and thanks to him my world isn't crashing down on me anymore. At least, not for the moment. Many things have changed, as expected for nothing is constant in this world. And my life could be considered as hell for many months going, everything just seems to goes wrong and darkness has engulfed me. I guess life really does has it's ups and downs, though my upsides are missing for a long long time. But very occasionally, if I pay attention enough, life doesn't really suck that much. And I will never be contented with what I've until I make peace with who I am. Therefore, whenever I look in the mirror now, I no longer see someone who's asking for the end of life but a girl who's been through so much and yet still finds a way to smile at the past.
Like what they say, just a simple love and a simple life will do :)

Anyway trust me, karma bites so live life right.

2010-03-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

A life like a roller coaster ♥

Hello, hello, hello. So much things have happened with so little update. Now I've no idea where to start, zzz. Whatever, start on Baby and Ahgor's Birthday ! Didn't celebrate for Baby, his birthday is just like any other day. BUT I gave him my everything , my heart that no others could have. As for Ahgor, we had a mini celebration over at his place. They had another blast at his working place at night but I can't go as I'm not feeling well and I gotta get my ass home by hook or by crook before mum went berserk. Hahaha. And of course, all this while YY's beside me, not once leaving my life. And nowwww, love is all arooooound ~
Lol, my words sound so nonsensical. Nevermind, I can he know she know can already :)

QUIT SCHOOL ?!
DON'T QUIT SCHOOL ?!

2010-03-20T06:56:00.004+08:00

Happy with what I have now.
Alright readers, I've come back to blogging. Plainly because I've nothing else to so, hahaha. Holiday's ending soon, in fact it's already Friday now. Was actually planning to go for April's bbq, go Kbox with the bitches, go Bugis with mum, Yingying and Ahgor and of course, go Cine for movie with baby. But, BUT ! All this plans failed, zzz. It's alright, there's still many days ahead of us. Have been meeting Yingying and Ahgor, I miss my baby boy madly okay !
Having the love like a family and the love of a sweet boyf, I'm contented enough already. For all of you are the reason why I'm still standing here today, supporting the world that's crashing down on me (:

To my dearest BOYFRIEND - Besides the quarrels we had, I do and will always love you so.
To my dearest GIRLFRIEND - You have my back on you at all times alright, love you many.
To my dearest BIG BROTHER - I'm always ready to lend you my listening ears and share your sorrows with you.

2010-03-13T21:09:00.010+08:00

Yay, I'm finally done w my blogskin. And I'm having my one week holiday now, double yay.
Have been meeting boyf nowadays and no one else. Hoho, his my everything la. Was suppose to meet him at my place today but grandma's coming up to stay for the night :( Tmrw bah, miss him sooooo much.
F, I'm broke. On a holiday too, great -.- Shall go join Xinyi be beggar soon, quit my 娥眉派 and sua to 岂丐帮. LOL, wtf.

Loving you a little more each time.

2010-03-10T19:03:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I'll make you sad.
Sometimes you'll make me mad.
At times, my words will wound you.
But no matter what I say or do you know my heart is true.

& asking me if I love you is like asking the colour of the sky.
It's so obvious.

2010-03-09T18:30:00.002+08:00

- When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

- When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her.

- When she's quiet, ask her whats wrong.

- When she ignores you, give her your attention.

- When she pulls away, pull her back.

- When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

- When you see her start crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

- When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

- When she's scared, protect her.

- When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

- When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

- When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

- When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up.

- When she says that she loves yous, she really does more than you can understand.

- When she grabs at your hands, hold her's and play with her fingers.

- When she tells you a secret keep it safe and untold.

- When she looks at you in your eyes dont look away until she does.

- When she says it's over she still wants you to be hers.

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her.

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:

"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

2010-03-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

I wanna go on a serious diet !
CT1 result is out. I only managed to pass English and Chinese. Flunk Math and combined Humanities. MC for combined Science and POA. How the hell am I gonna go for my court review with this kind of shitty results ? Zzz, no one to blame but myself.
Anyway, today is Monday and I actually went to school. Amazing huh, hahaha. I'm gonna try to attend school everyday this week, to make mum happy so she can get iphone for me. Hehe. Jeslyn's came over to my house just now to slack and catch up with me. We then went over to Gombak for dinner and went home aftermath. Tiring day, my eyes could hardly open now. Shall turn in earlier tonight. Goodnight :)

I miss you, my precious boyf.

2010-03-07T01:26:00.004+08:00

Promises should be kept when made.
I am effing disappointed, really. Not only because you've broke the promise you made. But also because you completely left my feelings aside. Maybe you did hesitate, maybe you did thought twice. But clearly, my words wasn't that important to you after all.
Whatever, though I strongly believe that there's gonna be the second time if there's a first but I'll still choose to trust you.

Okay, enough of the unpleasant stuffs. Let's flash back on what I did today.
Woke up after the 22rd miss call from April and knew at once that I'd overslept again. Blame it on KJ, for using up my sleeping time the previous night. I would have turn in earlier if he didn't came up to stay for the night. (Hahaha, I'm just joooking la.)Crawled out of bed fast to prepare then rush down to Westmall. Had my lunch over at MosBurger, spent the whole day hanging out, eating and gossiping with April. We then head back to her place after our dinner. Was planning for a sleep over but I ended up meeting KJ instead. Though it's only for a short while, but at least I got to see him :)

2010-03-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

And I would rather be standing outside in the freezing cold with you than be warm in the arms of someone else.

-K's

2010-03-03T20:04:00.007+08:00

Monday Night Out.
Went to town yesterday with KJ, Ally and her boyf. Ate dinner at 313 then went over to Cine, lazy to elaborate. Let the pics do the talking :)
Was late to school this morning, overslept again -.- Mum was mad at me, again. Hahaha. Thanks KJ for sending me to school. Met April right after school, was suppose to stay back for detention one lor. But nevermind, meeting April is a better choice. Hoho. Went to mac for lunch then to her place. Gossiped, laughed, had fun then home sweet home. Crashing soon, zzz.

( April bathing reki :D )

2010-03-01T21:19:00.003+08:00

You turn all my thoughts to you.
I was absent for school today, say goodbye to combined science and poa papers. Hoho. Math paper tmrw but of course, I didn't revise at all again. Can't concentrate on studies now leh, zzz. Whatever, by all means fail. I don't care as long as KJ is there for me (:
Mum woke me up at noon time and urge me to go see the doctor and get a mc. So I went all over to the polyclinic alone and waited for 1 hour plus. First time okay, I'm so brave. Haha. Aftermath, went over to westmall meet April and co, chatted while waiting for Hun and Ally to reach. End up Shihui was also there, and they all had their boyfs with them ! So we went to Pasta Mania for dinner and I'm the odd one out lor, so poor thing. Luckily they never pangseh me, good sisters. Hahaha. After dinner, walk around westmall awhile, went to visit Ally's mum too. Miss her so much leh, she confirm also miss me many many. LOL. Home sweet home at nineeeee. Breakfast tmrw with the school girls, shall turn in early tonight. Tata :)

Every little thing of you means so much to me. Ps, ily.

2010-02-27T17:18:00.006+08:00

You melt this heart of stone.
So, my life is turned upside down once again. You are the one who took my heart away when my whole world was grey, the one who gave my life a new start and the one who has become the new meaning of my life. You are never the type of guys I've always dreamt about, but if this isn't love tell me what is it. Everything seems perfect now, but it's moving too fast. I'm not ready yet and I can't pretend. I need more time but it seems like your heart is rushing. Love is never easy but I believe it will get its way.
When you fall asleep next to me last night, you hold me in your arms and I can feel your heart beats right next to mine and there, that is when I know I won't have to fear for tomorrow anymore. But if one day, I got to leave you for some reasons I hope you can understand that even if we can't be together it doesn't mean I don't love you.

Don't bear to let go, and afraid to hold on.

2010-02-22T23:29:00.003+08:00

Hohoho. 本小姐回来博客咯 ~
No post for CNY and Valentine, screw iiiiiiiiiit ;)
Have been meeting the clique for the past few weeks. Thanks to them, I'm feeling much better. BUT I still prefer to nua at my beloved home, so they always end up camping at my house. And luckily, my mum bonded quite well with them. They bought beers for mum and now YY and her akl liao lor. Hahaha. Met Mh, Ed, Kj and Ad today. Was suppose to meet YY too but she put me aeroplane, sleep all the way until evening then wake up. Zzz. Nevermind, shall see her tmrw or on Wed.
Anyway, I'm lagging behind in studies and exam's coming up on this Friday ! HOW ?! Plus there's still tons of homeworks undone. Argh, save me save me pleaseeeee. I wanna die alr la -.-
Been ages since I took photos, all I've got are Ed's faces in my phone. Lol, shall post it up if I got the chance. Hehe. OKAY, TURNING IN NOW. GONNA STOP MY RUBBISH. WAHAHAHA. GOODNIGHT EVERYONE AND NIGHT TO THE THREE IDIOTS DOWNSTAIRS =P

Might not be blogging soon, more active on twitter. Update there yeeeeah (:

2010-02-07T05:14:00.003+08:00

Get this clear, guys.
Conversation between me and a friend.

Me: I really prefer to be single.
Him: Aiyo, single where got good.
Me: Why not good. lol. i'm only 17years old leh. what I have to do now is to concentrate on my
studies and play hard with my friends. not to fall in love.
Him: Wow. hmm, sometime it not a bad thing to fall in love either must think of the bright side of love also.
Me: I know love's beautiful. but unless i've grown up enough to be responsible in a serious r/s, i
won't go into one cause there's a high chance someone's gonna get hurt.
Him: Hmm, I see.
Me: You don't think so meh ? teenage love always tend to end so fast, and everytime it ends,
someone got hurt.
Him: Hmm not all? see hw the couple cope with it, must understand each other well lo. also dont know why ppl dont treasure r/s, awhile jiu break.
Me: Definitely not all, there are exceptions in everything. but a hell lot of them are.
Him: Yup, that why nw many ppl dont dare get into r/s.
Me: thats because teenage love are so unreliable. they speaks "love" so easily, its getting
ridiculous.
Him: Ya, agree.
Me: Cannot blame, too young to differentiate true love from infatuation.
Him: Hahas, didnt know you have such thinking.
Me: Hahaha, i thinks a lot. infact, a fcuking lot. but i doubt D* would understand 1/4 of what i
said if i told him this. neither would the other guys that i've rejected. so i always ended up
being the snobby girl. lol -.-

2010-02-07T02:25:00.006+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday, to Celeste (:
Went sheesha at Haji Lane with the clique, the weather was mad hot and my feets are killing me. Advance celebration for Celeste, let the photos do the talking yeah (:

2010-02-05T17:08:00.003+08:00

Finally it's FRIDAY ! Have been waiting and waiting.

But seriously, the only reason why I'm looking forward to weekend is because weekend means no school and no school means more time to sleep and nua at home. Everyone was asking me why the hell am I staying at home all the time lor. I also don't want to be stucked at home but what choice do I have ? No money, go out also meaningless/boring. Years back still can go out with that pathetic few bucks in wallet, void deck queen mah. Now go out once have to spent so much, how can I survive on my daily allowance ? Especially when I've zero money saving concept. 2days back, I still have $70 in wallet and now I'm penniless. Don't even know where has all the green bucks flew to. I seriously need to get a job to support myself, can't rely on mum anymore. But my fcuking probation and studies is blocking my way. Really wanted to withdraw from school, I'm wasting a hell lot of time on studies. But if I don't even have an olevel cert, then where am I gonna stand in future. Short term sufferings, long term gain. Agreed, but it's seriously fucking no life now la ! I hate being broke ! Two more years to olevel leh, what the fcuk. I'm supposed to have graduated from sec 4 express in 2009, but because I'm fcuking such an ignorant little idiot 3years back, I'm still stucked in sec 4 NA now. Zzzz. Someone got a time machine to lend me ? Or $10000 to loan me ? :'(

Celeste's birthday tmrw, the group are planning to go for sheesha. I'm going too I guess, if I managed to squeeze out some money for tmrw. Gotta get her a present too if I'm going, basic courtesy. Dang, kill me please then sent me to money island. I'm super willing to die on top of a bed full of caaaaaash.

2010-02-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

Conversation between me and mum.
Mum: CNY gonna ask your brother's girlf and sister's boyf up for dinner.
Me: Orh, I want ask my boyf also leh.
Mum: Can. You got a boyf meh ?
Me: Don't have leh.
Mum: Chey.
Me: What, at least I used to have boyfs in the past.
Mum: Those aren't real, just puppy love.
Me: =.=

I guess I'm always the small little girl in mum's eyes.
Anyway, didn't get to see Yingying today. Feels weird, used to seeing her fuck face everyday alr. (Hahahahahahaha). Instead, I went to Gombak mac with Xy and Bb. Aftermath, to Honey's house then to my house. Lame shit day. Lol.
I neeeeeeeeeed a smarter brain and more time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep !

2010-01-30T20:24:00.003+08:00

I screwed my body up.

I've been feeling sick for the past two days, and I got the worst headache ever. Stucked on bed since Friday. Haven't been eating or sleeping for 40-50hours and all I could feel was not hunger or tiredness, but the extreme headache and blood rush. Something as easy as climbing out of bed to get something became a difficult task for me. It's only this morning that my body started to function well again as I felt a tremendous rush of hunger and weakness through me. Ate up a strawberry cream roll and finally fall asleep in the afternoon. But I was awoke now again, after only afew hours of sleep and I'm not tired at all. This is so not me, my body's definitely not on the right track. Am still having the headache now, though it's not as bad as before but it still didn't failed to fcuked up my day. The only good thing is there's a high chance I'm gonna lose afew grams. But I'm also getting the eye bags, dark eye circles and pimples for the bad part ! :(

I passed math text, 24/40. ( I don't want border line passes ! )
Gonna rest my mind tonight and start revising tmrw.

2010-01-29T18:29:00.003+08:00

曾经什么都不懂的年纪，才是最开心。
Dearest bitch is moving back home tomorrow. I'd really enjoyed this few days with her. Not gonna elaborate much on how much I love and care for her, she knows deep down inside (:

Lazy to blog now, bye !

2010-01-26T19:26:00.005+08:00

Chocolate bought by April (:

At night can't sleep, morning can't wake up.
I fking missed school again yesterday. Why can't I just get my ass outta bed on every Monday morning ? -.-
And as usual, mum went on a 30mins long of nagging and cursing. She said she wanna cut off my allowance, wtfzxc. It's not as if I'd skipped school on purpose right, who ask her to give birth to a sleeping queen instead of those typical hardworking daughter. Whatever, I'm starting to hate school anyway. Luckily I managed to crawl out of bed today. And obviously I could. Cause I woke up at 2pm plus yesterday, went back to sleep at 5pm plus and woke up at this morning 6plus. Title me the sleeping queen puh-lease (:
School today was as boring as any other day, except for the part when I'm arguing with our dearest form teacher. As usual, she couldn't out talked me at all, not a chance okay. So she's gonna bring the HOD out tmrw. I'm gonna watch out, teehee.
Went to Westmall with April after school, printed some photos then went to have our lunch. Saw Honey, Shihui and Winnie, so ate together. Aftermath, smoked then home sweet home.

I swear I'm gonna fail my math test, f-u-c-k !

2010-01-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

Zoo outing today was tiring/hot/boring/lame.
Luckily Gc, Zj, Jk, Yf, Yq are also probationers, otherwise my day would really suck lots. Anyway, we went to the Zoo indeed but we didn't get the chance to visit the animals cause we've to go to the game sections which are all seriously boring and meaningless. So I just spent the whole day there walking around and talking and talking. Wanted to stay there after the program end to see the animals but the weather was simply too hot for me. So went back home instead with Gc. Hang around, then went down to Mac for dinner. Ht came down to join us too and we made a deal to visit genting together during end of year holiday. Hope it came true. Double Mcspicy is yum yum (:
Photos uploaded later, if I had the time.

Fuck it, tmrw's fking Monday again.
Fuck you, loser. Please get a life seriously _l_

2010-01-24T00:21:00.003+08:00

Just another unreasonable freak.
Yesterday, I was webcaming around with Xinyi. Disturbing my msn friends. Thats what we always do when we're over at my house. But someone actually misunderstood my doings, saying that I'm trying to show off something to make him sad or jealous or whatever. Firstly, he was nothing to me. Maybe just an online friend. So I believe thats not enough to make me do anything for his sake. Therefore, when I read about all of this. I only went hahahahahahaha instead of cursing him because this is JUST SO HILARIOUS (:
Anyway, "FUCK OFF FROM ME".
(How can I even fuck off when I couldn't even bother to reply your messages/msn ?)
Don't say until I'm the one who bugs into your life, irritating you all the time okay. For you are the one, not me.
And I don't think I'm risking my life, I know what I'm doing. Tyvm for your kaypo (:
Since you don't give a shit about what I'm thinking then why bother so much, why writing all this shits down ? Plus I didn't let you know everything, duh. I didn't even bother to talk to you. You said you're not affected, but it doesn't seem so. Look at what you write, c'mon la. Sour grapes -.-
I've no intention to make you jealous or what, you are obviously thinking too much. Please go see a doctor if you're feeling unwell okay.
Lastly, I don't think I can make you forget or change about someone you had for so long. For your information, you're the fking one who wanted to use me to forget somebody and obviously I didn't agree. Because as I said, you're just an online friend to me ! Not even a real friend yet.
Please don't assume anything if you aren't me, don't talk as if you know me.
We've only talked a few times before and you can actually imagine all this things out. Wow, my hats off for you. Time for medicine, loser (:

Wanna mess with me when I've done nothing at all ? Try me.
Wanna give me a hard time, I'll pay you double (:

2010-01-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

幸福来得太快，我来不及琢磨。
Jurong point > Fareast > Westmall > Csc > Gombak.
Hohoho, met out with April today. Went down to Jurong point cause she wanted to buy something there. But end up don't have, so decided to head down to Orchard. Guess what, I think we are really under the cartegory for STUPID. We actually took a train from Boonlay to Je, alighted and cross over to take a train back to Boonlay. And April didn't even realise that until I pointed it out, then she went HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Lol, sibeh cute >.<
Anyway, she bought what she wanted at Orchard then we settled our lunch at Fareast. Aftermath, we went down to Westmall. Faceshop to buy my stuff then to Csc to play pool with Guanchin and Benny too. Now on webcam with Guanchin, and tomorrow I'm gonna see his face AGAIN. Lol. Going off to play audi now with him, byeeee (:

Zoo outing tomorrow !

2010-01-22T22:54:00.004+08:00

依然会想起那年夏天的午后。
Bitch and A came over to my house today ! Hoho. Had a boring+fun afternoon.
Anyway, I scored full marks for POA test leh ! Impressive huh ? Hahaha.
Seriously tired now, can't even keep my eyes open and my head feel so heavy. Shall turn in now, goodbyes (:

I love math, but math doesn't love me ! :(

2010-01-21T19:56:00.003+08:00

我努力想起你，哭也没关系。
Fcuk you, fcuk life, fcuk shit, fcuk everything.
Lol, I think something's wrong with me alr. What-ever. Same old routine everyday. School then home, home then school. This kind of life is freaking me out, absolutely sick of not having enough sleep. And I've not had fun going out for ages, I miss the days of making up, putting on the fake eyelashes, dolling up and stepping on high heels. It's impossible for me to do those much now, since I'm always pumped out from school. Unless I abandon school and lead my old life back again. I'm sure that would be fascinating but what would I gain in the end ? I certainly do not want to depend on anyone in my future life. Therefore I'll have to endure and endure for now. Hope I can really get used to this kind of life. And change my english teacher please >.<

Finally, I've done some research on my english essay and finally I'm catching up on math. But I'm still far behind for combined science, my weakest subject. Well, at least I did well for poa test today I guess ?

2010-01-19T21:51:00.002+08:00

I told my secrets, you told your lies.
All the good times we had together, all the laughter we shared went to waste.

2010-01-19T20:19:00.004+08:00

The typical school girl. With neat hair, tucked in blouse, long skirt, backpack & white shoe.

Chai mei yun above, cute ?

Stuffs in school.

Me sleeping and Jasmine on the right.

Life's beautiful, but life's a BITCH.
Not gonna elaborate much on what I did today. Just tried cooking pasta for the first time in my life, let the photos do the talking yeah (:

Ingredients for Creamy Past.
2 cans of creamy pasta sauce, 1 packet of fusilli, prawns and chicken.

Future GOOD housewife ;)

The raw ingredients.

Boiled ingredients.

Boiling the pasta sauce.

Filtering the pasta.

Filtered pasta.

Honey eating it !

Tadaaaaaaaa :D

Btw, alison tay that effing mad girl joined us at a later time too. And the both of them are fooling around behind me now, disturbing me. What the ffffuck.

2010-01-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

No one will ever know, the pain I feel inside.
I fking missed school today, cause I overslept and I don't want to be late. Second time late, detention. So I woke up at noon, online msn and twitter with Alicia. Was complaining to her and she said next time want find food find alicia sim. Yay. Haha. Anyway, I went BB polyclinic for counselling appt with Alison, then we went to Csc pool with co. Aftermath, to westmall meet up with Honey. Went to take away mac for Alison's mum then we went off to my house. Watched movie and gossipped, gone at 11pm. Effing tired now, breakfast tmrw morning ! Goodnight (:

2010-01-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

属于你的香气，我已不再怀念。
Alright, I think I'm really too bored at home. So have to webcam to combat my boredom. Haha. Anyway, tmrw is MONDAY AGAIN ! Dang ! Why does Monday to Friday seems so slow and Friday to Sunday seems so fast ?! 我不喜欢星期一啦 ):
Now on webcam with my precious yingying again, we really have nothing better to do. Actually I still have a couple of homework not yet completed but I don't bear to leave the laptop ~ Someone please control me, please ?!

2010-01-17T01:47:00.002+08:00

Webcam pics with Yingying ♥

Every morning I wake up and put on a fake smile.

Hey peeps, it's been 2 weeks since my last post. I'm getting use to school once again. But school work is really a heavy load and I found difficulties keeping up with some of the subjects. Most importantly, I find it really difficult to stay awake in class. And I couldn't bother to revise at home cause I'm stucked to the laptop until late night, everyday. I guess I got to control myself alittle here.

Anyway, life's a total bitch. Nothing seems right nowadays. And i really miss those old days, when I could smile genuinely all day long. Everything seems so complicated at this age.
Though I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay, but as my life goes on it hurts more in every way. The least I could wish for now, is someone who could let me shine once again.

2010-01-04T20:02:00.002+08:00

School girl once more. (:
Alrighty, first day of my secondary 4 life was such a boring experience. There's a whole lot of speeches going on, mostly about rules and regulations in Hgss. Didn't get 1/4 of it in my head though. The only best thing about it is recess time, I miss the mee soto with extra chilli goddamn much okay. Finally got a taste of it after 2months long.
Anyway, I got to serve detention tmrw because of a 2009 case ! ( Rolled my eyes )
But I managed to cheer myself up by going on a shopping spree with Xinyi and Bb right after school. Spent about $5o at causeway point, most of it spent on school stuffs. Too bad Jasmine didn't join us as she's having tuition after school. ):

& now, I'm totally pumped up but feeling happy too. ( Smile widely )
Pssss, I think I've got some mental illness and Xinyi and Bb agrees that something's weird too >.<

2009-12-31T23:27:00.006+08:00

Money flowed out.
Finally had a chance to step out of my house for some fresh air. And the reason is because I managed to get some real cash. So called Jeslyn out and we headed down to Bugis. I bought new slipper, short and of course VINTAGE SLING BAG again. Haha, i simply love vintage stuffs. Jeslyn bought herself new vest too, then we headed over to Honey's house to collect my sec 4 books and slack around. Didn't stayed for long, cause I've a feeling PO will check on me today. And YES she did, heng ahhhhhh.

Anyway, based on the photos above I guess I need to find a time to visit the salon to have my hair dyed black. I certainly don't want any uneccesary trouble when school reopens.
Shall end here then. Happpppppy New Year, everyone ! :D

2009-12-30T15:06:00.004+08:00

Overdue Photos :

New year's coming and school's reopening.
Nothing much to feel happy for, I'm not going for New Year Countdown. My life's restricted. It's better to spent my time at home. But it's also the place where we first met, there's so many memories of you here. Everytime I saw or pass by something or somewhere, it just reminds me of you. And everytime, without fail, the feeling of suffocating would come.
That is why for the first time in my life, I hoped school would start earlier. It's probably the only thing I'm not restricted to, and I could stay away from this place and keep him off my mind.

Thanks everyone for your concern, I appreciated it.
I promised I'll be fine, I'm letting everything go already.
And I believe, sadness will fly on the wings of time.

2009-12-29T14:24:00.005+08:00

Silly Jianting did something sweet. (:
He bought me Christmas present and mailed it to me. Haha. Would have call him a retard if he didn't learn it from me. Once wrote him a letter and mail it to his house too. :P
Anyway, thanks still. It brings out my first smile today.
& reply to that little cute note you left:

I am not expecting a letter full of stuffs, at least not from you. Lol. And yeah, I'll try my best for everything and be happy in 2010. The same goes to you. Seeing you on Christmas eve was a surprise and I'm very happy too. I don't think you're sweet talking cause I know you're Jianting, you speaks from your heart. It's okay if we don't understand each other. You've stepped into my life few years back(?) and till now you're still here. That's enough already. You're not weird and your letter wasn't craps and lastly, YES, I will take real care of myself. You too, alright ? ♥

2009-12-26T05:53:00.005+08:00

For the first time in a very long time, I'm feeling this way again.
I thought my heart stopped working, until the day I met you.
Everything seems so perfect, but it's ending soon.
Sorry, but I don't have the courage to face disappointment again.

只能陪你到这里，畢竟有些事不可以。

2009-12-26T03:22:00.005+08:00

Merry X'mas.

Celebrated this year Christmas Eve with Xinyi♥ and Bb♥. We went for a steamboat feast at Bugis, Steamboat.Ramen. The food there was average, only the environment was better. After dinner, we went down to Cine to meet up with Kelvin and Yongteck. And Orchard's really packed with people, loads of bangala too. Which killed half of my spirited mood off. Anyway, we count down at boat quay. Was intending to drink there, but it was packed. So we cab down to meet Gary for a little drinking session then to his house. Drop dead there, while Xinyi♥ and Bb♥ fool around with the com. Was woken up by them when the sun rises, and we all went home sweet home.

Hope you're doing well over there, I miss you lots. But I'll be strong, I'll face this all.

2009-12-23T00:47:00.004+08:00

Goodbye, love.

Finally grandpa's funeral has ended. And finally I'm feeling the pain again.
Went to reborn my hair today, Regina came down to meet me after her work. We then went down to West mall, met Kelvin too. No elaboration, not in the mood.

I know it's very sudden, I know this is crazy. I know I'm selfish, I'm sorry. You made me believe in it, but we aren't meant to be. I guess I gotta leave, all this came too fast and it end too soon. If I can't be your everything, how about I'll be nothing ?

2009-12-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

Random Mood.

Met up with Honey♥ today, we went down to Town area and as usual we got ourselves lost. Laughs. Had our lunch at Kobayashi then headed down to Far East. I bought a vintage bag ! And saw a lacy dress at Cine that cost $30 over, I'm soooooooo gonna go get it once cash flows in. Hehe.
I had fun today, a little catching up with that typically " zai nv ". HAHAHA.

2009-12-15T23:46:00.009+08:00

Fling your way home.

Went out with Kelvin, Ally♥, her boyf and a few others today. Went down to Vivo to catch a movie, Kelvin wanted to Watch the Ninja Assassin but It's M18 so we changed to Couple's Retreat. It was really funny, and Kelvin's laughing his head off for most of the time. And it's been so long I've truly enjoyed myself, thanks Kelvin for the present he bought back from Taiwan (:

2009-12-12T21:27:00.007+08:00

Congrats to Fongyin♥ for her big day :D

Hoho. Finally the big girl's married off. Hope that she'll enjoy her marriage life and be a happy mummy. All the best to her (:

Lets rewind. Jeslyn and I cab down to Fongyin♥ house on Wednesday to spent her last single night. Did her nails for her while she slept. Then morning her husband came over to fetch her and we all went over to her husband's house. Aftermath, we all headed home to rest then prepared for wedding dinner. After the dinner, some photos taking then went off to social house with Bessie, Stacey, Melissa, Ahdi, Jason, Ronghui, Zhiwei and co. Drank, until closing hour then I left off to lan gaming with Bessie, Gary and his friend. Played audition while they played L4D. But after awhile, got bored then went outside with Gary. Talked till morning cab home with Bessie. Drop dead x.x

2009-12-10T16:01:00.004+08:00

Sing my love, to you.

Met up with Chua♥ and Alvin yesterday. Went over to Causeway, as we wanted to go to the Party World over there. But end up it's revamped already. So we cab down to Amk Kbox. Aftermath, Chua♥ suggested going over to IMM for fish therapy. And so we went, and we bought novel from popular. Then we caught bus 188 home (:
~~Photos uploaded later.~~

My feet is killing me >.<

2009-12-08T02:41:00.005+08:00

Yet another hours of midnight.

I've slept for a stunning number of 24 hours, from last night till today. And I thought I could finally change back my sleeping habit -.- Whatever, mum bought back MacDonald for me. Can I call it my breakfast at midnight ? Hah. Anyway, I'm going out tmrw with Alison Tay. Gonna go catch New moon, my fav ! And I saw the trailer for The Vampire Assistant, it's super coool luh. Awaiting for it's showing day (:

And this song above, really touching. It trickles my tear ducts.
Sorry, I can't find it on you tube. And imeem cuts off all the songs to 30s. But I got the Cantonese version as my blog song ^^

2009-12-06T20:22:00.002+08:00

Imperfectly Perfect Day.

Went down to MacDonald early in the morning, took away for Ally dearest, her sister and myself. Then went up to her house to have our breakfast. Aftermath, headed off to Westmall with her. She and her mum is working today, so went to help out and hang around since I've nothing to do at home. Really envy the relationship between the two, they are practically like best friends instead of the highly mother-daughter rank. Dined, with Old Chang Kee's curry chicken. Then Dc came to accompany me home at seven plus. And lastly, I've not slept for 24hours now. Guess I'm really gonna catch some sleep now before I really drop dead somewhere.
Sweet dreams, to all who loved me (:

2009-12-05T20:54:00.004+08:00

Screwed up.

I've been wondering for days if the world is all about money, looks and fame. If it is, doesn't it make this world seems so realistic and meaningless ? Happiness could be archived easily, but is it real ? Just when you thought you got the world, an invisible veil blocking you away from hell could be just right next to you.
And as years passed, you'll get to see the darker side of this world. If I had the chance, I would rather choose not to know. Or to pretend I didn't know. Staying young and naive could be the best medicine, but it's not possible. Could anyone make the tears look beautiful even if it's running down ?

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
This life is like a game sometimes

2009-12-05T08:43:00.002+08:00

It took me by surpise when I saw you standing there.
Close enough to touch, breathing the same air.
We haven't talk for ages, this is a miracle.
You asked me how I've been,
I guess thats when I smiled and said just fine.
For all I could do was lie.

2009-12-05T02:02:00.004+08:00

Things aren't getting better.

Woke up to the irritating laughter of my brother's friends. Missed mcys report and a date with de en.

Critical problem now: Lacking of cash , seriously.
& life's such a downer. Cropping up at home all day, facing lappy for hours. Where's all the fun time I used to have ? For the first time in my life, I actually hoped that school could start earlier. Pathetic. I want a time machine for Christmas, but Santa probably doesn't exist at all. I've no idea how to endure through my probation until next year Sept, it's driving me mad. Mum's strictly-no-going-out-after-nine order doesn't help at all. I sincerely pray for a miracle.
Planning on breakfast with Prakash later, just hope that I could stay awake until he wakes up. :x

Gosh, Friendster changed so much. Probably upgraded it to compete against facebook.

2009-12-04T12:16:00.007+08:00

♥ Secret of heart.

In my dreams you say those words I long to hear
And when I look in your eyes, I know you're sincere
So I'll see you later, when the day is through
When I'm asleep in my bed, dreaming of you.

2009-12-02T06:45:00.009+08:00

Hey hey. Back to revive my sweet little blog (:

Went Vivo with Ally dearest, watched Christmas Carol 3D. & it was really not that nice, lol. Regardless, I still have a lovely day with her.
Ally, if you happened to be reading this. Remember that I love you and I'll always be there if you need me. (:

Caught 188 home, but when I was gonna reached my house, Joanne called and ask me out for rounding. On her, and had fun too. Just reached home now, 7:18am. I am dead beat ~

2009-11-16T00:07:00.003+08:00

My blog is DEAD, confirmed.♥

- Com's down.
- Hair permed.
- Birthday coming.
- Qingaide's wedding coming.
- Cso sucks.

it hurts _/_

2009-11-09T09:55:00.004+08:00

Saturday night.
Met up with Fongyin♥ and Jasmine, cab down to Bugis met with Yingying♥ for Steamboat. Aftermath, night club at midnight. And fun till morning cab home.
Reached home, but I can't sleep. So bath etc and went out again. Met up with Anson then Kelvin. Caught up with them, old friends.

Thanks girls, for that awesome Saturday night. Thanks for being there (:
True sisters are like diamonds, precious and rare.

Fake ones are like stones, found everywhere.
They are like your shadow.
Keeping close to you when you're walking in the sunshine,
but leaving you when you're crossing into the shade.

2009-10-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

Okay. Like, finally I'm back to blog. Haha.
Met up with Joanne today, cabed down to MCYS. She waited for me again, thanks yeah. Hoho :D Aftermath, we went to amk. Dined at sumohouse, again. Lol. Then we parted after that. Fun day, I'll miss her (:

And oh, guess what. I'm gonna find back my old memories. These two girls, I just love them okay. Can't wait for Friday to come, our girls night out ! :D
I need my sisters like the night needs the stars (:

2009-10-20T15:24:00.003+08:00

Woohoo. People, i got stunning news here !
An ignorant girl and friends of her was happening to be in a conflict with me and co. We tagged at her blog and she did reply, in a very ahlian way. AND her so called friend uses hokkien to tagged in her blog, saying we are acting the gangster ways when HIS the fcuking scumball using all those vulgarities and stepping one hokkien ? Or is it because he is soooo uneducated that he have no idea how to type english ? And guess what ? From what I know, he is just a 13years old -.- Okay, I definitely have no time to deal with pathetic small kids now. Whats more, he even challenged us to come out talk instead of having a war at that girl tagboard, isn't that simply hilarious ? I really laugh my head off when I saw how that boy act. For his information, his " wonderful " friend deleted our tags and banned us from her tagboard. And he still claims we are hump ? For-goodness-dono-what, look whose talking okay. Shitting hiumiliating people =.=

2009-10-18T22:59:00.003+08:00

Flashed back.
Joanne Lee Pei Ling bombed me today ! She rather stay in her lala-land than to meet me =.=
Luckily Xy was free to came out. So we met, and we went to amk for lunch. Sumohouse again, nice. Aftermath, shopping time. Jianting happened to be around so he came to find me for awhile. And we went home sweet home at eight (:

Twitter's dead -.-

2009-10-17T01:24:00.008+08:00

Hoho, advance birthday celebration of ALISON TAY :D
Missed school today, slept all the way until Ally and Mx came up to my house. We then went to buy birthday cake and steamboat ingredients. Had a feast at my house. Fun and laughters then to Ally's house at evening time. Wanna to have a hair cut and hair curl. And Ally did both for me, it was nice okay. Decided to go perm my hair next week, heh. Aftermath, back to my house for surprise. Birthday cake, birthday songs etc. Travis joined us too, for a little while. And they left at a couple of mintues after twelve (:

2009-10-15T21:15:00.003+08:00

Title: Doesn't care, doesn't mean it doesn't exist.♥

Flash back of today.
Met up with Joanne at Gombak, we went to grab a bite before hiring a cab to MCYS. She waited outside for me while I went for reporting. Think she've waited quite long ? But she didn't grumble abit. Thanks yeah (: Aftermath, we caught a bus to Amk. Dined at Sumo House, Joanne's recommendation. The food there was not bad, reasonable price too. But Jt say his friend found a baby cockroach in the food there before -.- Anyway after dinner , we did abit of shopping before heading home. Fun day, though Xy's missing out. Hawhaw (:

2009-10-13T10:46:00.002+08:00

Title: At times, life just don't go as planned.♥

Okay, let's recap on what I did yesterday.
Right after my POA paper, which was done quite badly, we went to Aliff's for prata. Then the girls wanted to buy some pyjamas nearby. So we went and then went home. Online for awhile, then prepared to go out. Minghui came to fetch me out, its been 1 year I didn't hang out with him. He didn't change much, just hopes his sentence would lessen on the 26th. I know his brooding over it, and I can't help much. Wish he will at least enjoy his time out now, and thanks for bringing fun to me yesterday (:

2009-10-11T21:56:00.005+08:00

Joanne woke me up early in the afternoon, telling me that we're gonna make a trip down to her grandma's birthday at bedok. I was like, wtf ? It's so far can. But I still dragged myself up from bed. Met up with her and Xy then went down there. Had lunch over there then we left for Yishun. Xy wanted to add on to her previous tattoo. Aftermath, went to causeway for a lil while and we went home. Have fun today with them (:

2009-10-09T18:28:00.004+08:00

Listen to this song, guys. Dig this out from the show, 倩女幽魂. Quite an old drama already but would like to recommend to people who haven't watch it before. Guarantee worth your time (:

2009-10-07T22:49:00.006+08:00

Title: Never perfect, never would be.♥

So, cab-ed down to MCYS with Xy and Bb. Aftermath, we went down to Causeway and met up with Joanne. Dined at kfc then Travis came down to find us. Caught up a lil then we all went home. Surpass my probation time again, mum was walking round with a face like thunder when I reached home. She and I just don't get on, we kind of rub each other up the wrong way.
Anyway, just when I'm finally gonna reach sweet 16 and finally found a perfect job for myself, my probation ruin everything. I guess I'm probably not getting a job for the whole holiday unless I could find one that starts earlier and ends at 8. All this probation thingy are really a pain in the neck, arse -.-

2009-10-06T11:51:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to REGINA.♥
--o6.1o.o9--

2009-10-05T21:09:00.004+08:00

Title: Everytime we talk, I fall alittle harder.♥

No elaboration, I'm very lazy to type now. Fun day though :)

2009-10-05T02:33:00.005+08:00

Don't know why I can't just climb into bed today.
Math & English papers tmrw, I really have no idea how.

Sorry, Sorry, Sorry.
This is how I feel about my life now.
I need fun 24hours everyday, to keep my mind from wondering too far away.

I saw someone walking down the street looking lonely,

& she looks like me.

2009-10-04T15:28:00.009+08:00

Title: Sometime the memories are worth the pain.♥

Yesterday was the Lantern Festival Day & I spent the whole day with Bb :D We went down to Far east first, then to Cine for lunch. Aftermath, to Tiongbahru. Walked around, then dined at a steamboat restaurant. Chocolate fondue for desserts :) We practically ate through the whole day, man. Gonna gain a few more pounds. Don't mind though, its a fortune to be able to eat with your loved ones :) Ohya, Bb and I both bought new plushies! We're gonna treat this as a reminder of this year Lantern Festival, reminding us of all the memories.
We left Tiongbahru at 9pm and went to 1head to meet the guys. Skate park was fun, though quite small. But I really have tons of fun there. I cab-ed home at a couple of minutes past one. Yesterday was just hard core too fun :)

2009-10-02T18:32:00.007+08:00

Title: While I was holding on, all you did was let go.♥

The above picture of C.Meiyun is taken & edited by me :D
Oh great, it's finally Friday again. Time to take school work out of my mind for a little while. Anyway, Chinese papers today was challenging. Not much confident that I'll score well. But I'm sure I'll pass and that's enough :) K, so Xy went to work with Jas and that leaves Bb at my house with me. We have nuggets & cheese fries for lunch. Though I hate to admit it, but I'm seriously putting on a whole lot of weight. I'm gonna stop cropping up at home, sitting in front of the pc the whole day and just wait for my mum to deliver me my meals. I wanna burn fats and FAST.
Oh, we watched the movie, " The Orphanage " just now. Not much of a horror movie but it's really touching though I don't quite approve with the ending.
Recommended :)

2009-10-01T22:03:00.005+08:00

Title : As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you.♥

I've changed my blog skin. Like finally, I'm gonna leave black behind and try something new. Grey is dull enough, just like the world I'm living in now. But I know life is a series of experiences, each one of which makes us bigger. I've learned that the setbacks and griefs I endure help me in my marching onward.
& oh, good. EOY's starting tomorrow, chinese paper 1 and 2. Don't know why I'm suddenly getting all nervous up. First time in a few years, looks like I've finally found the inner student self of me back. Perfect. So that means I'm gonna turn in a little earlier today. Sweet dreams then :)

I'm walking forward, & not looking back.

2009-09-30T21:44:00.006+08:00

Another Dreamless Night.

School went well today, finally some peacefulness came back. Mr.teo came to look for me, expected. Explained the whole thing to him, not forgetting to complain and prattle about that dog. I don't see why she can get away when I've to face the consequences. Regardless, I'm gonna drag her down with me. Smirk*
I went home straight after school, then met up with xy and bb at the MacDonald. Our plan was to spent some time over there mugging but plan failed of course. We can never really concentrate with Chua Xinyi around. So instead, we spent the time gossiping again. Gw came down for a little while, to help me get something. So unlike him, laughs. & we Bid goodbyes at around nine.

You're just another moron who fake your ways through life. Keep it up girl, & you'll fall someday.

2009-09-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

A Fcukshit Day -.-

YES. Today was sucha fcuk shit day, because that china female dog fcuking ruined my whole day. I seriously have no idea which part of your brain have gone wrong, but I'm absolutely sure I've done nothing wrong in the first place. You fcuking came looking for trouble, so blame yourself for everything. I'm not gonna regret for what I did. Infact, I would love to humiliate you more just now infront of the whole class. If time goes back, I'm gonna make you wish you hasn't tried assing into my life. I'm usually not into cursing at my blog's post, but that slutty china bitch forced me to. GO HOME AND SUCK YOUR HUSBAND'S BALLS, SMELLY DOG _l_
If I ever have the chance, I'm so gonna curse you to the deepest depth of hades. & you can jolly well bring your mother fcuker husband and children along to suffer with you.

2009-09-28T03:15:00.002+08:00

Honey stayed overnight at my house on Friday.
Watched The Vampire Diaries with her again.
And I fall asleep early that night.

Ally came over the next morning.
We then went off to Westmall, joined them for work.
De an came down to find me with his friends, appreciated.

Sucha long time didn't met up with the two of them.
Though we wasn't like we used to be anymore, but I'm still glad that they stayed :)

2009-09-22T22:29:00.004+08:00

This is the new vampire drama I truly fall in love with.
Too bad it's only coming up to episode 2 in Funshion.
Can't seem to get enough of them hot acts.

♥ Steven R. McQueen ♥
This guy here is totally cute, casting as Jeremy in The Vampire Dairies.
The younger brother of female lead, Elena.
Drunk himself with drugs to get away from reality.
Running away from the facts that his parents aren't coming back anymore.
A troubled teen, someone who got me dangling in the air :)

2009-09-21T06:33:00.001+08:00

♥ My IMVU character's outfits.

♥ IMVU identication card.

♥ Bebe's my pet dog in IMVU.

♥ The first room I bought in IMVU.

♥ & baobei chatting in my room.

♥ Bathtub in my room.

♥ & baobei lying on my bed.

♥ & baobei chatting on the sofa.

♥ Hugs baobei at her house.

♥ Resting on baobei's sofa.

♥ Cocktails Night Club, it belongs to me.

♥ Playing the piano at CNClub.

♥ Playing the drum at CNClub.

♥ Bar top dancing at CNClub.

♥ Dancing in the room of CNClub.

2009-09-20T01:08:00.006+08:00

♥ Woke up right after noon time.
♥ Bathed, audi awhile while waiting for 小太妹.
♥ Spent the day watching horror movie, Marebito.
♥ Lunch-ed & dined in the room.
♥ She's sitting beside me right this moment.
♥ Perhaps staying overnight, as her dad have no ways to contact her.
♥ She's prattling about idontknow-what now.
♥ But of course, I still love her so (:

Hold my hand in the dark. Will you ?

2009-09-18T23:47:00.003+08:00

♥ Cabbed down to MCYS after school.
♥ 臭三八 & 小太妹 tagged along.
♥ Aftermath, we cabbed back to my house.
♥ Chocolate waffle & chocolate bun for lunch.
♥ Watched a chinese horror movie.
♥ Trimmed 小太妹's eyebrows for her, plus a complete makeover.
♥ They two bitches left at around ten.
♥ Gonna hit the sack now, goody nighty :D

2009-09-17T20:28:00.008+08:00

Hmm, I practically slept through the whole morning in school.

臭三八 and 小太妹 came over to my house again.
They wanted to watch some horror movies.
Though I don't really fancy it, but well. I thought that would be fun.
And it is, indeed quit enjoyable.
I doubt I'll be able to stay home alone for a period of time though :x

♥

Overall, I've pretty much enjoyed myself.
& will always enjoy the times with the two angels in my life (:

2009-09-16T19:22:00.003+08:00

Watched this show with Xin yesterday.

And I find it a total waste of time.

Extremely gross and sick =.=

I've no idea why the producer find a need to make us feel utterly disgusted.

2009-09-14T01:13:00.004+08:00

Guess what ?

My mum just bought me a new pc ! O-M-G.

Was eye-ing on a lappy actually, but sis's boyfriend

said lappy won't last and got loads of problems >.<

Never mind, I'm happy enough. Haaaaaaaa :D

Finally, don't have to use sis's lappy anymore.

Mummy, i l o v e y o u <3

2009-09-11T02:44:00.001+08:00

萍果, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I know how it feels to pass your birthday in there.

I know on this day, you'll be all teared up again.

But I believe you'll be strong.

By chance, I got to know you inside.

If its not for the 0.0001% of fate.

If I happen to see you by the road, we'd probably dislike each other.

Sucha bad girl in alota people's eyes.

But I know the inner self of you is so angelic.

I hopes everything would be alright on the 15th.

Blesses to you, loves from me.

2009-09-09T18:44:00.000+08:00

MCYS today with mum.
Aftermath, pshco-ed her to purchase the lace shoe for me.
Then accompanied her to supermarket.

Guanchin came down, accopanied him to rebond his hair.
Went home after that.

Should I, or I should I not go tomorrow ?!

2009-09-08T19:36:00.004+08:00

& Tom, his loved by me :D

& Tom, his smiles rocks :D

& Jerry, his cute yeah :D

& Tom, sooooo charming :D

& Jerry, his a tattoo lover :D

Alrighttttt, Sentosa outing today with Xin and UK friends & buddies :D
Was intending to follow Tom & Jerry to Clarke Quay's bar, but we were underage ! ):

2009-09-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

Benny, Meihoon and me don't know how to play this mode.
Suagu dao yao si, haha >.<

Left couple: Benny & Meihoon
Right couple: Darius & me :D
Hahaha, they no hearts xP

Now Tikobu/pek got:
Benny(--TKP-xJUN) , Meihoon(--TKB-xYUN)
Darius(--TKP-xWEI) , Vivien(--TKB-xYIN)
In colours: audi couple.

Xinyi joining soon, looking for a couple.
Anyone ?? (:

2009-09-05T12:11:00.002+08:00

It's been some times since I posted words here.
I'm getting lazier and aimless as time goes by.

A blink of the eyes and EOY's coming already.
I should start mugging soon, couldn't allow myself to repeat the same mistake.

3 more months to end of 2009.
Time's getting faster and faster.
I'm gonna be left behind if I don't do something.

2009, is still a year filled with ups and downs.
Practically everything changed.
Not looking forward to anymore changes.
I want my life plain & simple.

There's nothing for me to look forward.
Looking back was unnessary too.
Totally pointless.

Hanging out, making out,
sneaking out, passing out.
Whatever happens, happens.
No regrets.

2009-09-05T09:40:00.003+08:00

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2009-09-05T07:19:00.004+08:00

What Government Job Should You Have ?

Find out What Government Job Should You Have at HERE

Do this only if you're super bored.
Really ~~lame~~hilarious result you're gonna get (:

2009-09-01T20:38:00.003+08:00

2009-08-29T16:23:00.002+08:00

[Caption]:
Photos took at Causeway.
Xin especially asked me not to post it up, but to no avail. (:

[Caption]:
Does the scenery look like some holiday island ?

[Caption]:
Xin and me writing thank you note to Ms Zhang.

[Caption]:
Donuts bought down by Benedict.
Donut Empire - my all time favourite :D

Went to Causeway today with Xin.
Was intending to catch a movie, but the show we wanted to watch is either NC16 or M18.
So we simply walked around then back to Gombak.

Benedict came down to slack.
He bought along teacher's day cards.
8pm, all proceed to my house.
After I called my PO, relaxed awhile then went down stair again.

Xin got back her math textbook from Travis.
Chit chatted awhile then went back home.
Thanks Travis for the cigarettes, thanks us for helping you to quit too.
Hahaha xD

I wanna laugh as long as I breath,
and love as long as I live.

2009-08-29T00:04:00.003+08:00

Went to Causeway today.
With Xin, Xing and Joanne :D

Arcade time then off to checkpoint there.
Played few rounds of pool half-heartedly.
As I saw a friend of mine there.

Didn't went home before 8pm.
Bought mum's phone out to call PO.
Reached home at around eleven, mum was mad with me.
But no regrets, of course (:

Sometimes I wish life had a fast-forward button.

2009-08-22T20:54:00.006+08:00

Went straight home on Friday after school.
Bathed, prepared and went out to meet Sumbut.C and Jasmine.
Decided for pool session, since it's been ages since we three have a chance to gather together and have some fun time with pool.

Timah irc, our usual place.
And guess what, we actually saw Meihoon and other classmates there.
Chatted with her for awhile then we headed off to pool while she went to lan with her friends.

Had a few great games, defeated them.
Even though my pool skills have greatly decelerated.
After the games, we went over to the opposite to have our dinner.
Then Edmond came down, he bought Leonard along too.

We didn't hang out long.
As I have to rush home for my PO's call.
So we left them there for dota while we took a cab back to my house.
Edmond promised to meet me back at my house at 9.10.
But he ended up on my door step at 12plus, zzz.
Maybe he don't know the different between night and midnight.

Well, till then Jasmine have already went home.
But Sumbut.C stayed over at my house.
Mum bought supper for us.
Anson came up too aftermath.
Chatted, joked, and played games.
Then the guys left afterward.
And we fall asleep soon after.

Woke up at 4pm today, still tired.
If it's not for Sumbut.C, I would have slept until the sunset.
We cooked maggie mee, for late-lunch.
She then went home after that.

It's Saturday and I'm stuck at home.
Due to me staying up late last night and waking up so late today.
But definitely no regrets, I've truly enjoyed myself.
Thanks guys,
thanks for spending your times to accompany me, clamming inside my little boring room (:

Photos to be uploaded later.

2009-08-19T20:29:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, half of the week have passed.
I should feel happy that Friday's nearer.
But it also meant that 1st Sept is getting nearer too.

Anyway, usual stuffs in school.
I failed my math test, despite me really putting effort in it.
Maybe I have no affinity with mathematics ?

After school, I went home straight.
Bathed, and went out to meet Sumbut.C and Jasmine.
Facial appointment at Adeline's.
Thanks Jasmine for waiting for us throughout the facial.
The person there ask me to sleep early and drink more water.
To prevent pimples from coming out. I'll try to.

Took a train home aftermath.
Actually wanted to have dinner outside but gotta reached home before 8. Sometimes, I suspect my own will.
If I'm lucky enough to have home probation, can I pull it through ?
It's not weeks nor months, it'll be over a year.
Someone, please enlighten me.

Oh, I fall in love with romance novels.
Have finished the novel I bought 2 days ago.
Gonna buy new one tomorrow.

Surprised, on how much I wrote today.
It's been sometimes, I miss my old self.
I miss everything in the past.
But I'm not looking back, no point.
Future, is where I'm heading to.

2009-08-18T18:29:00.003+08:00

I'm getting fatter and fatter, seriously.
Guys, please don't tempt me with food anymore.
Going on a serious dieting, starting tomorrow.

Have to ask mum not to cook a feast everyday.
But I doubt she'll listen.

不再去想了, 只要能快乐的看这世界, 快乐的过每一天.

2009-08-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

Monday morning will always be the same, shag.
Gossipped through the whole day, with my group of bitches.

After school, left with Sumbut.C, Bibi and Baobei.
The double Bs went home while I went to Causeway with Sumbut.C.
Walked around & around.
Went to popular and bought a novel - to help kill boredom-ness when I'm force to stay at home.

Home at evening time.
Mum cooked a feast, perfect for the ravenous me (:

I hate this, hate being insecure.

2009-08-15T22:23:00.001+08:00

Woke up early today.
But still didn't failed to make Sumbut.C wait for me :x

So, went down to Bugis as planned.
Walked around a little then settled down at Hong Kong Cafe.

After that, window shopped.
Met up with Jianting, for a little while.
Then went home at 7plus.

Reached home at exactly 8pm, niceeeee (:

2009-08-14T19:46:00.003+08:00

Finally it's Friday (: (: (:
Went to Bugis right after school.

Shopped , ate and had fun.
Nothing much to elaborate on.
Bugis tomorrow again, anyone ? (:

I am what I am, and, you know.
I'm a very lucky girl.

2009-08-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

Sumbut.C and I was late for school yesterday.
I did it deliberately, for don't know what reasons too.
Mr.teo say detention after school today but we didn't go.

Anyway, went to Causeway with Sumbut.C yesterday.
Walked around and headed home, before we decided to spent money on whatever things.

Today, Sumbut.C and Jasmine came over.
Ate maggie mee together, then had a nap.
Woke up at 7plus and they went home.

Didn't revise on anything today, shit.
Bugis trip tomorrow, am looking forward to it.

However long the night, the dawn will break.

2009-08-11T23:38:00.002+08:00

Alright, school day today.
As usual, there's nothing much to say.
Except for the drawing session, was hilarious.

Accompanied Sumbut.C to polyclinic for her wound dressing.
Aftermath, cabbed down to fetch my mum then to PSB.
Sorry for keeping you waiting outside for me, Sumbut.C.
And thanks for accompanying me.

I don't know if I'm gonna be okay after Sept 1.
I don't know if I'm gonna have the strength to move on.
But I know, no matter what you'll be there.
You'll be by my side, for always.

I know I've let you down.
But it's not all of it, I'll make everything okay.
I promised.

2009-08-10T06:31:00.004+08:00

Happy National Day
to all my beloved friends.

Sumbut.C told me on Sat that she would be busy today cause its her grandma's birthday.
So instead of meeting her today, I met up with Gary.
But in the end, I called her and she told me that for don't know what reason today she's not celebrating her grandma's birthday. Zzz.
Never mind. Next year I'm gonna make sure we spent this day together.

Well, Gary came over to fetch me at evening time.
Went to meet up with one of his friend and his girlfriend.
After that, rounding time.
Went over to loads of places, no elaboration.

Overall, a bit boring but I've enjoyed too.
Gary's a little over today, his child syndrome came out :x
But thanks anyway, your entertaining works.

I don't need your fake smiles.

2009-08-09T01:29:00.003+08:00

o7.o8.o9
National day celebration in school today. Sumbut.C still can't attend school so that left me with bibi and beibei. We three worn home clothes, beibei and I worn like almost the same. Quite common, white top and black bottom. Bibi worn a dress, an anime-lookalike dress. Guess a lot of people shoot curious glances at her that day. But she look nice in it, just a bit 夸张. Laughs. The concert was a disappointment, nothing much && no entertainment at all. After it ended, Beibei and I walked the parade square three rounds as a punishment for wearing slipper-like. Mr.Teo was easy on us that day, still treated me glass jelly. Hah. Went straight home after that and had a nap. Sumbut.C came over to charge her phone and slack around. Then we do some shopping at night, brings out my mood a little. But gonna be broke soon ):

08.08.09
Woke up early in the morning, cabbed down to MCYS to see my PO. The procedules ended at 1plus. Cabbed back home, prepared and went out again. Off to Bugis with Sumbut.C, walked around and around. Settled down at a shee-sha(?) place, just to eat as they are now really strict with the underage thingy. Ate a whole lot of wedges with some ice cream. God, I'm gonna gain a few more pounds if I continue with this kind of eating habbit. =x Anyway, we left at 9pm. Went to street to buy some things then we took a train home. And yes, I'm really broke now. Where's Aladdin ? I want my three wishes.

2009-08-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

Came out at last.
Thanks for all my friends concern.
Special thanks to Sumbut.C, and heartfelt apologies for not being there with you when you go for your surgery.

During the days in there, I'll let a few tears escape.
And go on a real crying jag at night.
But I couldn't sleep well, even after I was done crying.

Four lifeless walls was all I can see in there.
Claustrophobia creep up on me.
And every morning, terror struck when I open my eyes to the handkerchief-size lockup.
You could never see the sky there, it's like a cage.

Everyday, I let all the past memories pass through my mind.
I realise something, I realise I can't live without my mum.
She'll always be the one whose suffering when I got into trouble.
Sorry, mummy.
I love you.

Well, I'm gonna learn to do a good job of blocking painful and unnessesary things out of my mind.
That place was literally my personal hell on earth.

But I found something good inside too.
And thats friendship.
To beloved 苹果 and Kelly:
When I'm totally all alone, you two step in and accompany me through my days in there.
Though its only a short period of time, but we totally understand each other's feeling.
I'm waiting for you two to contact me, waiting for the day we three could meet out together.
I'll be missing both of you.
Especially 苹果 , your birthday's coming. How I wish you could be outside celebrating.
Bless you two, love from me.

有时候,
我会怀念起以前的我.

2009-07-27T21:08:00.004+08:00

School today, same old thing.
Went home straight after school.
To bath, prepare and everything.
Met up with Sumbut.C and went down to Lavender.

Registered for IC, with success this time.
Aftermath, went down to bugis since it's just the next stop.
Ate at Kfc, Sumbut.C complained about her rumbling stomach again.
She sure knows how to eat on this few days.

After eating, walked around awhile.
Got psychoed to a facial appointment at Adeline Face And Body.
Well, we sure do need facial soon.

Thanks again to Sumbut.C for accompanying me.
She never once complained though the long journey.
And she's always there when I need help.
Heartfelt apologies for showing my attitude sometimes.
I've been living for years like that but I'm gonna change it.
For the sake of her and myself.
As she's a really great girl, don't know why all guys are blind now.

Tomorrow, and tomorrow it's court day.
I'll not blame any days in my life.
Good days give me happiness.
Bad days give me experiences.
Both are essential in life.

2009-07-26T13:23:00.003+08:00

Last night, I saw you in my dreams again.
And we kissed in every scenes.
Everything seems so perfect, even when you have to go.
But all this shall remain, as just a little dream of mine.
For I know you're not the guy and I'll never be the girl.

Happily never after.

2009-07-25T12:56:00.002+08:00

There, my all time favourite dream boys.
Outrageously brave and unreasonably charming.
Daniel Radcliffe starring in Harry Potter.
Robert Pattinson starring in Twilight and HP as Cedric Diggory.
How I wish I was a Caucasian too.

Anyway, gotta thanks Sumbut.C for accompanying me to see doctor yesterday.
She said I was making use of her ( in a joking way of course ) and I said it's call " wei ai xi shen ". Laughoutloud.
Am still having a fever and cough, hopefully it's just some normal flu.
So I guess, butt-on-bed through this weekend then.

Ohya, Beibei came down too at night.
Accompanied her go buy school shoe then I went home first.
While she went to Sumbut.C's house.
We three bought the same school shoes :D

Court on next wed and Jurong HQ on sat perhaps.
Woo, karma really know how to hunt one person down.
Claps for you, mr/ms/mrs/mdm karma (:

Shucks, shucks, shucks.

2009-07-24T14:04:00.004+08:00

I missed school for two days in a row already.

Have been coughing non stop, and my temperature shoot up to 39.3 last night.

Anyway, gonna post about yesterday.

Met up with Sumbut.C again, of course.

Went down to Lavender, was intending to register for I.C.

But I didn't bring down my birth certificate, zzz.

Sumbut.C keep complaining that she's starving.

So we caught a bus down to TiongBahru for lunch.

Why choose TiongBahru out of so many other places ?

That's because she wanna go " ka " her grandma's money again, lol :x

After eating, we wanted to go catch a movie.

And we both decided on Harry Potter.

The graphic was excellent, not to mention their acting skill.

Sumbut.C said she didn't regret watching, though she most probably can't understand 1/3 of the movie. Lol, kidding.

The movie was, in fact not so exciting for me.

Since I've read the book already.

It's just wasn't the same when you already knew what the ending was.

But I still have to say, thumbs up for the movie (:

Stay away from me, your face really disgust me.