♥ K's Romance

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

500bucks flew away today.

Woke up in the morning and was looking forward to another day with the girls. But heaven decided to crack a joke on me on this particular morning. Mum bought me the shattering news - laser appointment was one day in advance due to the doctor not being free tomorrow. Faster rang up Xy and updated her on the news. Met her at my house then we took a cab down to NUH. Reached there then know one of my parents have to go down with me to sign and permit my laser surgery. So called mum down and while waiting for her, I applied the cream to numb my hands first. Xy still have the mood to drink cappuccino, didn't even give me any moral support. Sucha good friend yeah. When I'm waiting, gloom engulfed me - the whole room's pressing down on me. Was extremely anxious la. When mum came, followed by Lm, it's time for me to go into the surgery room - which is literally my personal hell on earth. Worst still, no one is allowed in with me, that means I'm have to face this all on my own. When it all started, I was shocked at first - I should be prattling on about unrelated stuff to keep myself distracted but I'm unusually quiet. The feeling wasn't so bad after all, not at all the pain I've imagined. It still hurts though, of cause. And I did grumble a bit but that's all and its done in a few minutes. Wow, I survived. After that, lots of not-so-important things going on then its Glendale after that - with Xy and Lm. Went home and drop dead again that night.