♥ K's Romance

Saturday, February 27, 2010

You melt this heart of stone.
So, my life is turned upside down once again. You are the one who took my heart away when my whole world was grey, the one who gave my life a new start and the one who has become the new meaning of my life. You are never the type of guys I've always dreamt about, but if this isn't love tell me what is it. Everything seems perfect now, but it's moving too fast. I'm not ready yet and I can't pretend. I need more time but it seems like your heart is rushing. Love is never easy but I believe it will get its way.
When you fall asleep next to me last night, you hold me in your arms and I can feel your heart beats right next to mine and there, that is when I know I won't have to fear for tomorrow anymore. But if one day, I got to leave you for some reasons I hope you can understand that even if we can't be together it doesn't mean I don't love you.

Don't bear to let go, and afraid to hold on.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Hohoho. 本小姐回来博客咯 ~
No post for CNY and Valentine, screw iiiiiiiiiit ;)
Have been meeting the clique for the past few weeks. Thanks to them, I'm feeling much better. BUT I still prefer to nua at my beloved home, so they always end up camping at my house. And luckily, my mum bonded quite well with them. They bought beers for mum and now YY and her akl liao lor. Hahaha. Met Mh, Ed, Kj and Ad today. Was suppose to meet YY too but she put me aeroplane, sleep all the way until evening then wake up. Zzz. Nevermind, shall see her tmrw or on Wed.
Anyway, I'm lagging behind in studies and exam's coming up on this Friday ! HOW ?! Plus there's still tons of homeworks undone. Argh, save me save me pleaseeeee. I wanna die alr la -.-
Been ages since I took photos, all I've got are Ed's faces in my phone. Lol, shall post it up if I got the chance. Hehe. OKAY, TURNING IN NOW. GONNA STOP MY RUBBISH. WAHAHAHA. GOODNIGHT EVERYONE AND NIGHT TO THE THREE IDIOTS DOWNSTAIRS =P

Might not be blogging soon, more active on twitter. Update there yeeeeah (:

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Get this clear, guys.
Conversation between me and a friend.

Me: I really prefer to be single.
Him: Aiyo, single where got good.
Me: Why not good. lol. i'm only 17years old leh. what I have to do now is to concentrate on my
studies and play hard with my friends. not to fall in love.
Him: Wow. hmm, sometime it not a bad thing to fall in love either must think of the bright side of love also.
Me: I know love's beautiful. but unless i've grown up enough to be responsible in a serious r/s, i
won't go into one cause there's a high chance someone's gonna get hurt.
Him: Hmm, I see.
Me: You don't think so meh ? teenage love always tend to end so fast, and everytime it ends,
someone got hurt.
Him: Hmm not all? see hw the couple cope with it, must understand each other well lo. also dont know why ppl dont treasure r/s, awhile jiu break.
Me: Definitely not all, there are exceptions in everything. but a hell lot of them are.
Him: Yup, that why nw many ppl dont dare get into r/s.
Me: thats because teenage love are so unreliable. they speaks "love" so easily, its getting
ridiculous.
Him: Ya, agree.
Me: Cannot blame, too young to differentiate true love from infatuation.
Him: Hahas, didnt know you have such thinking.
Me: Hahaha, i thinks a lot. infact, a fcuking lot. but i doubt D* would understand 1/4 of what i
said if i told him this. neither would the other guys that i've rejected. so i always ended up
being the snobby girl. lol -.-

Happy 15th Birthday, to Celeste (:
Went sheesha at Haji Lane with the clique, the weather was mad hot and my feets are killing me. Advance celebration for Celeste, let the photos do the talking yeah (:

Friday, February 5, 2010

Finally it's FRIDAY ! Have been waiting and waiting.

But seriously, the only reason why I'm looking forward to weekend is because weekend means no school and no school means more time to sleep and nua at home. Everyone was asking me why the hell am I staying at home all the time lor. I also don't want to be stucked at home but what choice do I have ? No money, go out also meaningless/boring. Years back still can go out with that pathetic few bucks in wallet, void deck queen mah. Now go out once have to spent so much, how can I survive on my daily allowance ? Especially when I've zero money saving concept. 2days back, I still have $70 in wallet and now I'm penniless. Don't even know where has all the green bucks flew to. I seriously need to get a job to support myself, can't rely on mum anymore. But my fcuking probation and studies is blocking my way. Really wanted to withdraw from school, I'm wasting a hell lot of time on studies. But if I don't even have an olevel cert, then where am I gonna stand in future. Short term sufferings, long term gain. Agreed, but it's seriously fucking no life now la ! I hate being broke ! Two more years to olevel leh, what the fcuk. I'm supposed to have graduated from sec 4 express in 2009, but because I'm fcuking such an ignorant little idiot 3years back, I'm still stucked in sec 4 NA now. Zzzz. Someone got a time machine to lend me ? Or $10000 to loan me ? :'(

Celeste's birthday tmrw, the group are planning to go for sheesha. I'm going too I guess, if I managed to squeeze out some money for tmrw. Gotta get her a present too if I'm going, basic courtesy. Dang, kill me please then sent me to money island. I'm super willing to die on top of a bed full of caaaaaash.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Conversation between me and mum.
Mum: CNY gonna ask your brother's girlf and sister's boyf up for dinner.
Me: Orh, I want ask my boyf also leh.
Mum: Can. You got a boyf meh ?
Me: Don't have leh.
Mum: Chey.
Me: What, at least I used to have boyfs in the past.
Mum: Those aren't real, just puppy love.
Me: =.=

I guess I'm always the small little girl in mum's eyes.
Anyway, didn't get to see Yingying today. Feels weird, used to seeing her fuck face everyday alr. (Hahahahahahaha). Instead, I went to Gombak mac with Xy and Bb. Aftermath, to Honey's house then to my house. Lame shit day. Lol.
I neeeeeeeeeed a smarter brain and more time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep !

Attached to Kevan Tan on o4.o3.1o.
You melted my heart and
now it beats for you ♥

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