♥ K's Romance

Friday, February 5, 2010

Finally it's FRIDAY ! Have been waiting and waiting.

But seriously, the only reason why I'm looking forward to weekend is because weekend means no school and no school means more time to sleep and nua at home. Everyone was asking me why the hell am I staying at home all the time lor. I also don't want to be stucked at home but what choice do I have ? No money, go out also meaningless/boring. Years back still can go out with that pathetic few bucks in wallet, void deck queen mah. Now go out once have to spent so much, how can I survive on my daily allowance ? Especially when I've zero money saving concept. 2days back, I still have $70 in wallet and now I'm penniless. Don't even know where has all the green bucks flew to. I seriously need to get a job to support myself, can't rely on mum anymore. But my fcuking probation and studies is blocking my way. Really wanted to withdraw from school, I'm wasting a hell lot of time on studies. But if I don't even have an olevel cert, then where am I gonna stand in future. Short term sufferings, long term gain. Agreed, but it's seriously fucking no life now la ! I hate being broke ! Two more years to olevel leh, what the fcuk. I'm supposed to have graduated from sec 4 express in 2009, but because I'm fcuking such an ignorant little idiot 3years back, I'm still stucked in sec 4 NA now. Zzzz. Someone got a time machine to lend me ? Or $10000 to loan me ? :'(

Celeste's birthday tmrw, the group are planning to go for sheesha. I'm going too I guess, if I managed to squeeze out some money for tmrw. Gotta get her a present too if I'm going, basic courtesy. Dang, kill me please then sent me to money island. I'm super willing to die on top of a bed full of caaaaaash.