Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Yes, life is indeed like a roller coaster. Oh, my. It's been one thousand and one days since I last posted. I've fully and completely neglected my dear blog here. I guess all my readers are all gone by now, hah. Ok, whatev. My life is sucha a mess now, all this while infact. But it's kind of messy in an amazing way. At the same time it's tragical, too. Couldn't state down every single details here, not even half of it. It's secrrrrrret, and confidential. But well, I've officially withdrawn from school and have started stepping into working life but I gave up halfway cause working is more than just TOUGH. I'm just lazing around nowadays, trying to enjoy life as much as possible. Luckily I've my dear boyfriend with me all this while, and thanks to him my world isn't crashing down on me anymore. At least, not for the moment. Many things have changed, as expected for nothing is constant in this world. And my life could be considered as hell for many months going, everything just seems to goes wrong and darkness has engulfed me. I guess life really does has it's ups and downs, though my upsides are missing for a long long time. But very occasionally, if I pay attention enough, life doesn't really suck that much. And I will never be contented with what I've until I make peace with who I am. Therefore, whenever I look in the mirror now, I no longer see someone who's asking for the end of life but a girl who's been through so much and yet still finds a way to smile at the past. Like what they say, just a simple love and a simple life will do :) Anyway trust me, karma bites so live life right.
Friday, March 26, 2010
A life like a roller coaster ♥ Hello, hello, hello. So much things have happened with so little update. Now I've no idea where to start, zzz. Whatever, start on Baby and Ahgor's Birthday ! Didn't celebrate for Baby, his birthday is just like any other day. BUT I gave him my everything , my heart that no others could have. As for Ahgor, we had a mini celebration over at his place. They had another blast at his working place at night but I can't go as I'm not feeling well and I gotta get my ass home by hook or by crook before mum went berserk. Hahaha. And of course, all this while YY's beside me, not once leaving my life. And nowwww, love is all arooooound ~ Lol, my words sound so nonsensical. Nevermind, I can he know she know can already :) QUIT SCHOOL ?!
DON'T QUIT SCHOOL ?!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Happy with what I have now. Alright readers, I've come back to blogging. Plainly because I've nothing else to so, hahaha. Holiday's ending soon, in fact it's already Friday now. Was actually planning to go for April's bbq, go Kbox with the bitches, go Bugis with mum, Yingying and Ahgor and of course, go Cine for movie with baby. But, BUT ! All this plans failed, zzz. It's alright, there's still many days ahead of us. Have been meeting Yingying and Ahgor, I miss my baby boy madly okay ! Having the love like a family and the love of a sweet boyf, I'm contented enough already. For all of you are the reason why I'm still standing here today, supporting the world that's crashing down on me (: To my dearest BOYFRIEND - Besides the quarrels we had, I do and will always love you so. To my dearest GIRLFRIEND - You have my back on you at all times alright, love you many. To my dearest BIG BROTHER - I'm always ready to lend you my listening ears and share your sorrows with you.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Yay, I'm finally done w my blogskin. And I'm having my one week holiday now, double yay. Have been meeting boyf nowadays and no one else. Hoho, his my everything la. Was suppose to meet him at my place today but grandma's coming up to stay for the night :( Tmrw bah, miss him sooooo much. F, I'm broke. On a holiday too, great -.- Shall go join Xinyi be beggar soon, quit my 娥眉派 and sua to 岂丐帮. LOL, wtf. Loving you a little more each time.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
- When she stares at your mouth, kiss her. - When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her. - When she's quiet, ask her whats wrong. - When she ignores you, give her your attention. - When she pulls away, pull her back. - When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful. - When you see her start crying, just hold her and don't say a word. - When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind. - When she's scared, protect her. - When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night. - When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh. - When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay. - When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up. - When she says that she loves yous, she really does more than you can understand. - When she grabs at your hands, hold her's and play with her fingers. - When she tells you a secret keep it safe and untold. - When she looks at you in your eyes dont look away until she does. - When she says it's over she still wants you to be hers. - Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything. - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go. - When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her. - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her. - Treat her like she's all that matters to you. - Stay up all night with her when she's sick. - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid. - Give her the world. - Let her wear your clothes. - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she's important. - Don't talk about other girls around her - Kiss her in the pouring rain - When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: "Whose ass am i kicking baby?"
Monday, March 8, 2010
I wanna go on a serious diet ! CT1 result is out. I only managed to pass English and Chinese. Flunk Math and combined Humanities. MC for combined Science and POA. How the hell am I gonna go for my court review with this kind of shitty results ? Zzz, no one to blame but myself. Anyway, today is Monday and I actually went to school. Amazing huh, hahaha. I'm gonna try to attend school everyday this week, to make mum happy so she can get iphone for me. Hehe. Jeslyn's came over to my house just now to slack and catch up with me. We then went over to Gombak for dinner and went home aftermath. Tiring day, my eyes could hardly open now. Shall turn in earlier tonight. Goodnight :) I miss you, my precious boyf. |